Sorry.

I'm keeping quiet until this room is empty
pressed into my corner until you forget I'm here
I'm sitting silent until the commotion dies down
I'll wait it out until it doesn't matter anymore

I can't remember when I wasn't disappointing
or what this place is like without the screaming
I can't remember how to be better than something
a position, expectation, a vision, your dreaming ...

I'm waiting anxious until this happens once again
proving my worth to you never seems to get old
I'm lying still until I feel outside this fever
but pills and cold compresses won't fix my head

I can't remember when I wasn't disappointing
or what this place is like without the screaming
I can't remember how to be better than something
a position, expectation, a vision, your dreaming ...

I'm writing slowly until I've penned all I have to
words that fail me are the only ones I like to use
I'm staying awake until my spirit breaks completely
I need to watch your face as these cracks get wide

I can't remember when I wasn't disappointing
or what this place is like without the screaming
I can't remember how to be better than something
a position, expectation, a vision ... you're dreaming.