Disrepair

My teeth are soft
my thighs feel tight
uncomfortable in clothing
especially at night.
Just tell me I'm pretty
so I can relax
just love me for now
just love me a little bit.

I am in disrepair
it's not easy to move
I creak, I strain, it's hard now.
I'm losing myself
because this is the happiest time in my life.
Yeah, right.
We all know how that goes.

My skin looks sick
my goddamn mouth is tired
pass me that drink
so I can stay wired.
Just tell me you're still here
so I can believe
just pretend for now
just pretend a little bit.

I am in disrepair
it's not easy to move
I creak, I strain, it's hard now.
I'm losing myself
because this is the happiest time in my life.
Yeah, right.
We all know how that goes.

This is a suit, I am fake
I swear what you see
is not really me.
I am thin
I am see-through
see through me, please.