Weekly Shudder

Look at this thing.


What is it doing? It's really cute and really creepy, but I don't know which category holds the majority. I can't stop looking at it. Help!

You Were Always On My Mind

So, I haven't spoken to my parents in almost a year. It's a strange thing to not have contact with your immediate family. The weirdest part is that I feel mostly stagnant about the situation ... now.

I've been so hurt by my family over this time, I wouldn't even know how to have a relationship with them if they even tried to contact me now. Still, Mother's Day was an emotional day for me. I don't know why I thought I would hear from a mother who missed her daughter, when mine obviously does not.

I was disappointed from the lack of communication I didn't expect. I feel like an idiot. I like feeling stagnant better.

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I remember being innocent. Sometimes, I forget how much I miss it until I walk by The Discovery Store. This is what bittersweet feels like.